TEN.TEN.TEN. (PART 1)

What a sad day...dunno wat else to tell....wish that i die yesterday and get up again tomorrow...so that i dun have to go along with today......*sigh*
i really dun want it to happen..but what to do?? i can't stop myself to felt jealous with her...cause i want you too.. dun you know that??? you knew it already..but you pretend that you don't bother at all...you totally dun care bout my feelings.... sad..sad...sad...
i want to ignore your txt message...but, i just can't....why can't i???????
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!

BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD...........

~~ hurmmmm... my heart a bit "COLD" today..........why ha?? dunno...lately, i felt that i had become another person...i act strangely...neglect those important people... but, thanks to my dear HELDA WENDY cos she being frank about it and she told me about my strangeness....huhuhuh.. life's hard lately...haiyaaaaaa...... lectures...lecturers..... assignments.... exams... huhuhuhuhuhuu...
but it's ok...LIFE MUST GO ON.... CINDOOT CAN DO IT!!!

WHAT IF I COULD...........

LIFE is not like we expect it to be...that's why I always remind myself to "EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED"..... But as my life in college goes on....i never tried to really expect the unexpected..... WHY??? because i don't want it to be like what the unexpected.... A bit confusing ha?? hehehe...try to reread and understand it then....

It's been months i didn't update my blog...lots of things happened...lots of things changed...and lots of things will happen next...what will it be??? i also don't know, u also don't know....

So far, i lead my life as a normal life should be....but, these days, i felt like something didn't suit me...something that happening now...something that had been started by me....but, nothing to do, because it already happen.... I wish i can stop it or bring back the time that i had leave behind...and create a new story... what IF I COULD......*sigh*

lalalalalal......

Hurmmmm..lifes getting better.. the new batch 10 students will arrive next week.. some of them even had came already..hope to see new friends, new classmates.. welcome!! hehehe... but, what makes me qiute down is that, my money getting decrease.. arghhh... demmm!! but it's okey though.. cindoot is owez cool n relax.. heeee... things around also seems like getting easy and comfortable for me.. I LIKE!! oh ya! ysterday i went to swim..at the swimming pool of course.. hwahwahwa... i "rendam" myself for about 2hours!! hahahaha.... like!!

My LIFE -1

2weeks had passed since i am at SEGi College..faculty of Nursing and Allied Health.. the environment quite new to me..as im only at Miri before.. But thanks God that i can cope in juz two weeks.. in a short time, i got so many frens.. not just from my batch, but also from the other batch.. They are soooo nice..friendly and kind to me.. Especially my room mate.. We were staying at a Floridale Condominium..at the 9th floor.. there are 4 of us inside the room.. I'm the oldest..not too old actually..coz i still the most "manja" among the 4.. hehehe.. We share everything : our drinks, foods.. and sometimes i share my problems with them.. Thanks anyway.. hehehe..

And last nite was a great nite for me..i doid something that i never did before.. guess what?? Doe and I was walking around our condo..at 10.30pm.. hahah I Saw many kinds of students though.. some of them were dating with thier couple.. Chatting with thier friends.. Then, both of us went to the car park..guess what we are doing there? we counted the cars.. hahaha.. But, i can't remember how many cars are there.. kih3...

This morning, i went to JPN to get my IC..accompanied by Doe n Yut.. Then, went back to faculty.. ONLINE...for free.. !!! hahaha..