Sunday, October 10, 2010

TEN.TEN.TEN. (PART 1)

What a sad day...dunno wat else to tell....wish that i die yesterday and get up again tomorrow...so that i dun have to go along with today......*sigh*
i really dun want it to happen..but what to do?? i can't stop myself to felt jealous with her...cause i want you too.. dun you know that??? you knew it already..but you pretend that you don't bother at all...you totally dun care bout my feelings.... sad..sad...sad...
i want to ignore your txt message...but, i just can't....why can't i???????
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD...........

~~ hurmmmm... my heart a bit "COLD" today..........why ha?? dunno...lately, i felt that i had become another person...i act strangely...neglect those important people... but, thanks to my dear HELDA WENDY cos she being frank about it and she told me about my strangeness....huhuhuh.. life's hard lately...haiyaaaaaa...... lectures...lecturers..... assignments.... exams... huhuhuhuhuhuu...
but it's ok...LIFE MUST GO ON.... CINDOOT CAN DO IT!!!

Saturday, October 2, 2010

WHAT IF I COULD...........

LIFE is not like we expect it to be...that's why I always remind myself to "EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED"..... But as my life in college goes on....i never tried to really expect the unexpected..... WHY??? because i don't want it to be like what the unexpected.... A bit confusing ha?? hehehe...try to reread and understand it then....

It's been months i didn't update my blog...lots of things happened...lots of things changed...and lots of things will happen next...what will it be??? i also don't know, u also don't know....

So far, i lead my life as a normal life should be....but, these days, i felt like something didn't suit me...something that happening now...something that had been started by me....but, nothing to do, because it already happen.... I wish i can stop it or bring back the time that i had leave behind...and create a new story... what IF I COULD......*sigh*