:: having a tough moments ever in my life.. for the 1st time i felt that i really mad towards him..and i just can't stop crying since 1hour ago..im hurt sooo much.. i love him too much i guess..that's y im being deeply hurt today.. nothing to do but cry..that's me..and thanks to chana coz she's there to comfort me and share this hurts with me.. crying so much makes me headache now..and my visions quite blurr..huhuhuhu..
to him, don't u know that i love u so much??? don't u undrstands that my feeling towards u is sooooooooo deep??? can't u see that i care sooooooo much??? or maybe what i had give n show doesn't enough to captured your attention n seriousness towards me.. ?? felt like an idiot that being fooled~ yahhhh..thats wat i felt now.. sooooooooooo sad~ :(((
Sunday, September 18, 2011
lonely soul~
:: its September 18th..and im all alone here... i did ask someone to accompany me..but that someone refused..kinda sad... damn sad...and i cry alone while typing this..huhuhu.. Why do I have to cry??? I don't know.. It's a habbit when I felt lonely.. Living in this cruel world makes me stronger..and i shouldn't cry....but, the more i cry, the stronger I'll be... *just saying.. :)
At this lonely hours, i really wish that peoples are around me.. but, what to0 do..my room mates went back for holidays..serve me right for not going back..it's okey.. i have important matters to take care of here.. :) i just dun want to be far away from him.. people might misunderstand that im not being with my family for this holiday because of him..and make a conclusion that he is more important from my family...am i rite??? Heyy buddy!!! u are totally wrong yahh..watch out of what u are saying and what you are about to say..i might slap your mouth or smash my fist onto your face.. beware!
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